Handbook for the sellout

I cant stand the smacking of your lips
You're stipid grin
you never were my friend
Those dirty looks
Even at a glance i know you're somthing that i never want to be
You always lie
and show no remorse
you'll hurt me twice
and turn around act nice
Im over this ,this isnt what i asked for
lets let nature take its course
cause im over it

When the sun goes down
I'll be ready to go
And i know you'll say your sorry
your gonna miss me cause i already have a foot right out the door

Need Help

You never realise how much you really matured untill you hang out with people half ur age who are acting stupid.These people can be anyone from friends to family.The thing that bugs me the most is when people think they are getting away with things and they really arnt.In fact i dont really care about whats they do.I care more about the people the hurt and disabey in the process.Some times I wonder if Im the only one that really knows when somthings wrong and makes a point not to do it just cause i know its wrong.Im not saying im perfect and I never do whats wrong,but i never do somthing delibertly.If i get in trouble for doing somthing wrong, I dont turn around and do the same thing the week after.So thaT makes me wonder why other people do that.I wish i could read minds and goes on in "that head" When should you say somthing and when should you mind your own buissness? where do i draw the line?

Im a Chistian..Yes i am

Im a Christian and i voted yes on 8. I have a lot of gay friends and its not about me hating on them but rather doing what i feel is right.One of the major reason i didnt why i didnt vote no was because is it didnt take any rights away from them so i dont feel like im discrimination.Its kinda like a public restroom.Just cause boys and girls have different bathroom it doesent mean discrimination.no, boys still have the right to use the bathroom just not in the girls bathroom.And gays have every right to be to be together just not married because it was already established as a union between a man and a woman.This Proposition i feel is a direct attack on christians and the church.Although alot of people constantly cry out "seperation of church and state" I feel that this is opening up a can of worms. What if a gay couple wanted to be married in a church and the pastor refuse. I know that someone will try and sue calling this a hate crime even though its just his faith thats stopping him from doing so.Its already happen in other states.So I know that alot of people would disagree with me on this one, but it a matter between me and god.Whats right for me may not be right for someone else hence we vote.

These days i really need to write.

I never was one to keep a diary but with recent events i feel more and more the need to write down my opinions.